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It Will Get Hard, But You’re Not Alone

This week I interviewed and wrote articles on six business women from California. I loved hearing their stories about the incredible difficulties they faced on their business journeys, their moments of doubt and wanting to give up, the people who gave them the love they needed to keep trying and press on.

One woman told me that she has a group of friends who always remind her:

“It will get hard, but you’re not alone.”

I love that so much.

The truth is that providing for ourselves and our families, earning a living, finding the money to pay bills, they’re all difficult and exhausting and can leave us feeling very much alone. Especially when things go wrong and we can’t provide or earn a living or find the money to pay bills.

In those hard times, the easiest thing to do is pull back from others, hide our fears and insecurities and self-doubts, pretend that everything is peachy. But, for me at least, that only deepens the feeling of being alone, and intensifies the fearful belief that maybe this time we’ll fail so spectacularly that there will be no recovery.

This year I’ve been practicing truth. Sharing my reality with those I trust.

Being that vulnerable has scared the hell out of me. Every single time I’m sure that this time, this situation, this failure or fear, is going to mean rejection.

But I do it anyway. Because I want real connections with my loves. Not pretend ones where I let them think I’ve got it all together and don’t need them. I DON’T have it all together, and I DO need them. So much.

I need them to make me laugh when I’m freaking out.

I need them to assure me that yes, it really can get worse, but I’ll still love you and think you’re awesomesauce.

I need them to let me cry without attempting to fix anything, and then try to fix it with outrageous suggestions that just might work.

I need them to say, “Me too.” “I get it.” “babe, I’m so sorry, that really sucks.”

I need them to hug me tight and remind me that I’m worth loving.

And they need those things from me.

So I do it anyway. I keep the Skype meeting and pick up the phone call. I answer the text message and send the email. I invite them over and I go to their place. I keep those lines of connection open even when it terrifies me, because I want real relationships and real love based on reality.

I do it anyway most of the time. I still have my moments where I let shame and fear override my love and trust.

The past few months have tested me as another job fell through and I got further behind on paying my bills. I felt foolish and small and not good enough. I hid out for a bit, believing the lie that people would only want to spend time with me if I was successful and savvy with all my ducks in a row.

A friend found me in that sad place. And dragged me out. We talked and cried together and shared how we were actually both in the same sad place, but didn’t know it until we opened up. We felt so much better. Still poor, still scared, but better because we weren’t alone, and someone understood.

So, comforted in our not-aloneness, we press on. We keep trying – because that’s our superpower – we keep loving and letting others love us – because life isn’t worth living otherwise – and we keep hoping against hope knowing the hard times won’t stay forever.

“It will get hard, but you’re not alone.”


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Karen (Back Road Journal) - I think our friends like us for what we are, not necessarily what we wish we could be. I’m glad you have good ones there to be with you during both the good and bad. Lovely photos and what a pretty garden.

Emma - Gorgeous photography Krista. Love the sentiment too. It’s so true, life can be hard but you are definitely not alone. I have struggled with our move this year, but certain friends have helped me so much. Hope all is well x

Cris - I would love to hear your thoughts on a post I posted a while ago. https://photosbycris.blogspot.com.au/2017/06/have-for-health.html xoxo Cris

Cris - This is a post that will reflect so many people’s lives including mine. I am one of those who try over and over again and never give up. However, this is hard to do. I keep my head down and carry on. Once I heard a sentence and it is similar to your quote. “It will pass” So true. No matter where you are in life on top of the world or the bottom starting to climb. It is not a permanent state as it will pass. Have a beautiful day. xoxo Cris

Ken - A powerful article, Krista, and punctuated with your beautiful photography. G&P, Ken

budget jan - I am always blown away by your photos Krista. When words seem too much I rejoice in your incredible imagery.

Cheryl - That’s very brave just to be yourself in order to have real friends, people who really know you and thus love you. Perfect-acting people, who seem to have it all together, sadly have very few friends, if any. Of course, such ones are usually only acting because they are scared to be themselves and are probably hurting too. It’s a great example that you are setting for others by keeping it genuine and real. Thank you for the wonderful post!

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